Today I found out news that was completely unexpected.

Michael Jackson…
THE King of Pop…
the most incredible dancer
the most amazing singer
and the most talented performer whom we love is no longer with us.

I couldn’t believe it, and im still kind of hoping it’s all just a big hoax.
I’ve been the hugest fan of MJ for so many years.
Being a dancer since I was 5, I used to watch his film clips and dance around my living room.
Still to this day I know the choreography to Beat It, Thriller & Bad,
I even dance them in the Candy Bar at my second job. That was just the other day…
Sure I’m NO where near as good, but I love dancing and most of all I love him.
I remember years ago at dancing,
My favourite jazz dance was to Bad, we had the hats and sequin jackets, I loved every moment!

Even though he’s gone, luckily we will still have his music to remember him by.
He’s influenced me throughout my childhood, I always wished I could moonwalk or stand on my toes like him.
I guess I’ll have to keep practising haha.

I’m at work atm and the other two girls I work with are drilling me hard,.
saying im a loser and to get over it. Clearly they’re not fans to any degree.
They think im pathetic and should just shut up.
Sure he had a pretty messed up life, but what would you expect having no childhood.
If only they knew how much of a huge fan I was at heart.
And how truly amazing he was (not that I met him, but I mean his talent)
I wish they could understand.
But they don’t.
So im going to sit here and keep it to myself.
I’ve tried to defend my feelings and emotions to them but it’s useless.

Anyways,
I’m hoping Michael gets to go to his own Neverland now & he can really never grow up.
My love and thoughts go out to his family & friends.
So we say goodbye to one of the most successful artists the music industry has ever seen.

RIP MJ.

Love Natalie.